Heart, Mind & Soul

Change!

2011-01-02T22:06:00.001+08:00

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!

I change my background and my blog style once again...

to welcome the year of MMXI (2011 in roman)!

A very long journey again...

A year gone, and we still need to grown up...

here I would like to say sorry for any wrong that I have done

any word that I said out and u don't like it..sorry...

I apologize here...

I WISH and HOPE this year will be full of joy and laughter..
everyone will be healthy...

and thanks for those whose love me and I love all of u too..

A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Happy Holidays!!!!!

2010-12-14T13:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Holidays!!!!!

YES!!!

My examination is over!!!!!

hohohoho!!!!

YOWZA!!!!

and to celebrate I even went to sing karaoke with my friends...

and this sat my friends house is planning BBQ party!! ^^

Sunday planning for NARNIA~!!!

however, all this good mood is spoil by those

Idiots-left-suicide-status at Facebook wall pages!!!

the most irritating stuff is there are thousand /million of people like it!

and make my FB's wall full of idiot-suicide-status!

*faint~*

those who "like" actually just wanted to scold those idiots...

'brainless or stupid'....

but c'mon, don't go 'like' those page!

REPORT!!!

Report to facebook!

ask them delete those self-harm message!

by delete those pages, actually you are saving many more naive people

especially some FB pages creator...such as,

built-stupid-temple-for those-suicide...

donate-money-for-suicides'tombstone

or even

M'sia-government-should-gave holiday-to-memories-suicides!

everyday lots of people suicide!!!

so I guess we will have holiday for 365day holiday!

ALL because of that ~~brainless-thought-he-is-Romeo~~ ~~ALVIS' KONG~~!

Gosh! those who call him Romeo

totally insulting such a noble character and William Shakespeare too!

suicide because of a 4-month relationship?

those NAIVE people even say he is noble!

he is self-fish!

those who suicide is the last-person-in-this-world-to-be-call-noble!

if they can tag as noble!

everyone in this world can receive the NOBEL's Award!

you can't deny that as*hole totally stupid+brainless+idiot+filial!

*hump*

fine! I don't want him to spoil my happy mood!

Happy holidays!

Rapunzel

2010-11-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

Just watch this movie this afternoon with my family…..

“Rapunzel, let down your hair!!”

this Evil witch call from the bottom of the tower….

Well, I'm not going to talk about the storyline here…

because it’s a typical Disney Fairy-tales.

royalty+magic+songs

At the End…

They Lived Happily Ever After~

“Ta-da!” surprise?? (hehehe..hope you hear the sarcastic in it)

However, Disney always able to impress me by their drawings…

scene-by-scene, is so beautiful…

the colour, background….

Disney is a big studio after all….

here comes the famous scene in Rapunzel~!

beautiful, isn’t it? romance?

morning view of the palace...

big difference from the night view...

still beautiful..

but I love the night view more...

close-up shot…

A very close-up shot….

this is my favorite scene…

look at the flying lantern behind..

the colour is just so match!

wonderful~~

The poster!!!

although they have many poster for Disney's Rapunzel..

this poster makes my favorite ^____^

Lastly, not to forget…

Rapunzel closest friend..

A IGUANA….

cute image draw out by Disney...

My movie review on Rapunzel..

hope you found those scenes beautiful too…

Christmas Present

2010-11-27T09:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,

my final-examination time table has out....

*dong..dong..dong...*(drum beating)

it falls on December 10 & 11, 2010.

Er....Ermmm.....

It seem to be a little rush to me --|||

*sigh*

I just have to cope it...

or not

what I can do???

Yeah...

Christmas is coming...

can I wish for presents? kekeke

I've been a good girl this year...

wakakakaaka.....

My top 5 Present list:

No.5- Sony Mp3

doesn't need an expensive ones...below this will do...

No.4- Ipod Mp3

hehehhehe.....much more expensive version

No.3- Ipod touch/ Iphone ^^

em..I guess I'm not the only person who want this...hahahaha

No.2- 2010 year most wanted Christmas' present----Ipad!!!!!

ya, Ipad is everyone dream Christmas Present....

so I think I will have no chance getting Ipad for this year Christmas.

Perhaps next year? 2011?

I don't mind wait...

hehehehehe....

No.1!

*dong-dong-dong*(drum sound)

Ta-da! BAMBOO drawing tablet!

aw~~~~

I want it!!!!!!

I really been a good girl this year.....

I hope..I wish...

Christmas Present!!!

Pray.....

Pray Hard....

Pray Very Hard....

By the way,

to all my beloved friends,

I don't mind receive one of this present for my next year Birthday too!

hahahaha ^^

"Zhang-Zzan!!"

2010-11-20T18:17:00.002+08:00

hehehehe....

I finally change my blog background image....*phew~*

find image...download image...edit pixel...

@.@

tiresome~~~~

Did you like it?? *bling**bling*

anyway is way too early to say Merry Christmas right...

and it is the middle of exam-season right now...

* gloomy*

so, instead of greetings now...

To all SPM/STPM candidates!!!

Wish all the best and good luck to all of you, my friends!!!

be well prepare, yet take care of yourself well...

sleep and eat accordingly...

Hope you will get the result you aim for.

Wish come true~

and

Those who currently in UK,USA or out from M'sia...

it's winter now...

sure freezing like hell over there...

take care..

serve you my

"Hot Choco"

and a

"HUG"

hope this is enough to warm you up..

^__________^

kekekeke...

ALL THE BEST!

It's November....

2010-11-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

and

CHRISTMAS is coming!!!!!!

^______________^

I always spend Christmas in Penang~

each and every year..

this year too.. no exception ^^

yet.....

this year my friend plan to spend Christmas eve at Genting and

Duh~

I CAN'T GO...

just wish they have fun up at the hill~!

The most memorable Christmas I ever had is way back years ago...

that one friend of my Dad had invited us to celebrate Christmas eve with his family at his house,

in Penang....

GUESS what?

He cooked a WHOLE turkey!!!! HUGE one.

kekekekeke

and order a bucket of durians..

and for your information,

his house is allocate along the bay side of Georgetown!!!!

WUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

Turkey main course+ Durians + Red wine + Georgetown's seaside view = AWESOME!

kekekeke..satisfy ^^

because there is really no much chance to eat a whole turkey on the dinning table...

I mean in Malaysia, of course.

with all family member sitting around and eating turkey with Christmas song as background music...

WOAH~~~~

the environment was perfect!

真是想念~~~ >///<

*drown into past memory~~~~*

MC Mong ft. Mellow - Sick Enough To Die

2010-10-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

nice songs~~~~^^

2AM coming back

2010-10-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

sad MV T-T~~~

very very sad story line....

nice song and rhythm though.....

2AM! Daebak!

Respect Please！

2010-10-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

I'm pissed off today by my stupid-ego English for engineer lecture!

I close me eyes (NOT SLEEP!) and rest for around 1 min when he say BREAK for 5 minutes...

EXCUSE SIR!

where did I done wrong?

He even says : this miss and that mr(another guy..don't know who is that...) why you all so tired? 9am shouldn't be tired....I should snap a photo for u all and post on web...why you SLEEP in class? you feel this class is not important ah? if you feel it is not important, you can sign and leave the class....

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

FU*K HIM OFF!

I WASN'T sleeping u blind old man!

First,

yes, I'm tired! this is all because I have to woke up 2 hours early compare to others because I stay in PJ and have to sit LRT whole way from kelana jaya to wangsa maju because this campus is almost at the borderline of Selangor!

Second,

you are the one that say give us 5min break! I just CLOSE MY EYES for the goodness sake of 1min when you says it is break! It consider good I didn't sleep while you teaching in front! I CLOSE MY EYES to rest my mind is also because I wanted to stay concentrate for the rest of your class! you rather we student in a situation of half-wake-half-sleep mode when you teaching in front? that we don't even care what the heck you saying in front? or you prefer we student rest our mind for 1min when you gave us 5min break then we will be much more awake and concentrate for the next 1 hour class? If you think your lesson is important sure you hope that we student are concentrate when you teaching! So you are the one that ignore what a student NEEDS and just care what you WANTS!

Third,

Partly from your salary is paid by me! I paid the fee and don't dare you ask me to leave the class as I didn't even do anything wrong!!!

LAST!

I hope you do respect us! All of us! When you speak your 'sleeping theory' speech in front the class, I feel your contempt feeling on me! I even saw that you are so PROUD that you gave such a 'speech' in front of the class! you even smile when u say u want to take photo and post it to the web! and you don't feel wrong about it! I respect you as a lecture which have a great knowledge! But please! Can you respect us and be more considerate? even if I sleep for 1min, I still do nothing wrong, because it is a 5min break!

Possibility

2010-10-25T23:51:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I really hope time could 'freeze' and world stop spinning around.

Of course it's all my day dream, there is impossible for time to stop........

I've been thinking, what if.

I mean WHAT IF.. time really do stop... what I want to do? playing around? enjoy free time?

no end of day and night, no more worry bout tomorrow, no aging and the most important, no changes in live.

Changes.

I'm actually quite afraid changes in life, no matter when I were younger or now.

Cause there's nothing 100% in this world,

human life full of possibility...this lead to changes...

I still remember when I were a little girl in primary school....

I passed the final exam with high score and I went to 'good' class or we called 精英班。

everyone around me praised me that I am a clever girl,

for sure, in that age I thought that this change is consider as good...

yet.....is NOT!

I suffer my last few year in primary school like zombie! Always have to study HARD!

really very very very very HARD to get good grades....

I can't stand that pressure....Homeworks are piles like mountain!

I always can't hand in my homework in time! I just hope time could stop so I won't worry about

homeworks due date...

terrible test result....

scolding/canning by teacher

critics~~~~!!!!!

there even a period where I'm quite sure that I have a little phobia for changes in life

cause scared life getting worse and worse....

so in the past, I run away most of the time when problems say "Hello!" in my life or I have to choose between choices. kekeke.

What a horrible memory of mine T-T....

However time just continue flies...ignoring my wishes....outcomes?

I became who I am now....and life still continue change...

It still have many possibility to 'pop' out in my life until death take me away.

However,

changes do brought big turns in my life too....

I mean good ones...

appreciate? little?

I've learned to say "Hi" back to changes when we meet now...

But I still can't smile when I meet it....

Sometimes I think too much about my future, make me even fear for it...

and I'll always remind myself that..

船到桥头自然直

*deep breath*

can't know the future then I will just live with the present...

Just hope next changes bring me to a better level....

3rd sem.... HELL?

2010-10-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

it's 3rd semester right now....

time flies~

After 3 weeks of semester break.....

now it is time back school...

I just want to say:

"可不可以不要上课啊！！！！"XP

I rather stay at home bored myself to death~~~

than riding LRT for 45min~1hrs just to reach the school that near the border line of Selangor states.

It's sooooooooooooooooo damn tired!

I've been yawned all the day long...

I've set myself to wake up at 10am every morning seen the semester break...

from now onwards, I've to change this too....

seems my school is FAR FAR AWAY~~~~ T-T 55555~~~

3rd sem is short sem

only 7 weeks to go...

but we seem need to rush all our assignments, test, Quiz in this 7 weeks --+

I even need to do individual Oral presentation....Orz!

Hou~! T-T

AZA FIGHTING!

相爱的两人

2010-10-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

从前就听说过，

"Love, is the closest thing to magic in this world."

两个人，

能在同一时间，爱上对方。。。。

本来就是个奇迹。

在这世界上，

在对的时间遇到对的人，

并且需要同一时段相爱着对方。。。

恐怕只有那一瞬间的奇迹才能够做得到。

因为，

让两个不同的人，

在同一个地点，

同一个时间，

相遇并相识

已经很难得。

然而相爱，

还得让两个不同的人

在同一个地点，

同一个时间，

并且对方需要拥有

同样的感觉

才能够相遇、相识和相爱。

这种机率何其渺小。。。

所以当两人相爱时，

就不要有太多的顾虑。

因为，

难题是每一段感情的‘必需品’，

与其顾虑太多而却步。

倒不如勇敢面对，就算失败也不会留下遗憾。

所以

在此希望每个相爱而幸福的人，

不会一时的顾虑而放弃生命中所发生的奇迹。。。

God hear my pray~~~

2010-10-14T17:41:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha...

I'm in a great mood now....

Cause I pass ALL my subject!!!!

^______________^

could u feel my BIG smile?

it open till my ears~~~~~~

Thanks god! thanks everyone~~~~

phiew~~~~

such a close I thought I will FxxL my exam...

It's good to know I pass all my subjects~~~

THANKS....

BY THE WAY...
Below there's 2 new songs I have been hear recently...
from BEG_Gain: Irreversible
her solo album~~~
&
another is from 2pm: I'll be back..
their mini album~~~

both great songs~~~~ especially from Gain, what a unique melody ^^
you can hear both song from "MY" 2D ipod besides =P

Well, there's another MV...
from Lim Jeong Hee-would never be real
hahaha..at first, I went to see this MV all because of Jokwon,
leader from 2AM...
I love this song more than their duet song
which is "on the way break up with you"
by Lim Jeong Hee ft. Jokwon.

Last but not least, duet love song from
Jokwon & Gain: we fell in love ^^
very romantic & cute song~~~
you would feel their love from this songs...

ALL 5 will be on the side of the 'ipod' =D
My recent top 5 list =DDDD

Blog update~

2010-10-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

Really nothing update to share..

school break recently....

just feel regret... 3 weeks went that fast..

it's gonna open school again...

hou~

I still want holiday....

result is coming out some more...

pray pray hard....

Apolagize notes

2010-08-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

I'm moody today....

Causing by the CT2 assignment...

Lecture says that there is spelling error la.... grammar error.... format error..

I think we will get the lowest mark for assignment...

I felt so sorry for my group-mates...

I's soooo sorry I didn't give a checked before hand in...

I notice I didn't check before hand the assignment in!

What happen to me????

This is SOOOOOO not me!

I just check once more round by today..

Guess what?

Those errors shouldn't be wrong!

yet I didn't even notice it!

What a jerk I am!

Even I do the correction now...

There is nothing I could change to save the situation!!!

I'm sorry..

So sorry...

Too late to apologized...right?..

cause is useless now...

Bizzy~~~ opps..Busy...

2010-08-02T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hnm.....

Let me seek the future of mine....

yes..yes...this week will be a VERY busy week....

I will need to do 3 assignmentssss and 1 test waiting...

*POP*

(my bubble pop D= )

duh....who doesn't know their own schedule??

I'm not physic either....

But....

assignment + test are true~~~

maybe u will think :

"Nah... not that bad..."

yes, by just seeing this really not that bad,

and I'm telling you that I didn't rush my work at 11 hours...

just that...

Just that...

JUST that....

I'm swear I do not know what happen to the lectureressss!

They put all the assignment due date and test date on the same day!

6/8/2010!!! Friday~~~

This is GOOD~

very GOOD~~~

the BEST THING I ever have~~~

put in a same day is GOOD,

we JUST need to rush until that day~~~

then we are free....

We will have PLENTY of time to do our assignment and revising,

when there are class till 6pm and having site survey report need to do....

calculation....referencing... description..

assignment question that we can't even understand at ALL...

It's good..

It will be relaxing and enjoyment...

It's GOOD for us..

VERY GOOD~~

THANKSSSSSS UTAR lectureresssss~~~

I hope you read the "sarcasm" in it.. =D

Coincident? Blue March 28th

2010-03-28T14:56:00.002+08:00

Wat The Freaking Hell happen in my family?????

March of 28...

will be the day that I most dislike...

Two of my grandfather are pass aways in the same day...

almost the same time..

1pm...

it is sooooooo coincident!
The difference is only one is in the year 2009 and now is year 2010.

I have to go Penang on tuesday for funeral...

sorry, my assignment-mates

need you all to keep all the mess...

thanks

Strees Out!!!!

2010-03-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

Stress......

Can you imagine to take history test and moral test at 1 same day??

trust me! it is very stress out...

my brain is cramp with all of the knowledge...

the different is the 2 tests is not history and moral...

is Organization and Human Resources and Construction Technology test...

not much different...

all need memorized... all though you understand the subject..

when it came to write essay for your test...

the best way?

sure... is nothing but just memorized...

Now..

I'm Busy become Lazy...

avoiding~~~

The Runaway..

BALANCE?

2010-02-21T13:44:00.001+08:00

This world goes with balancing

that's why they have 'yin' and 'yang'

the smarties and the stupidness..

the good and the evil

the most general

boy and girl..

LIVE and DEATH!

Having a CNY celebration with full of funeral

going on besides is really not that nice....

Just before the CNY celebration,

I getting news from all the place where...

one of the group members grandpa death.....

one of my secondary friends father passed away,

The first day of CNY..

my cousin even almost broke his finger...

and he has to celebrate his first day Chinese New Year in Hospital.

What a Bloody new year I have...

*sigh*

right after I came back from Singapore..

I only knew that my foundation lecture committed suicide

causing by depression...

*shock*

I still can't believe the news....

she is the most helpful lecture in my study era till today.

she always cheerful and happy telling us that she is gonna have a baby for next year,

and she gone because of the depression...

soooooo....untrue!

However things makes me feel balance back..

totally is the ANG PAU I get~!

The amount this year is not that much as the last year

I'm still happy with it~~!

*I still hoping for more~~~~$$*

saying inside my deep heart...hehehehe

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

I have also added a new gadget for Twilight saga: ECLIPSE

Eclipse Movie and Breaking Dawn

The Countdown Gadget for Eclipse movie~~~!!!!!
You all could have a look on this gadget always until the release of Eclipse
just right under the footer in my blog or in this post =D

NICE? XD

KL holiday, Mine holiday

2010-02-02T20:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday

I and my secondary friends went to Tropicana City to watch the movie---

Tooth Fairy!!!!

The movie is quite funny and seldom see 'The Rock'

act in comedy~~~

This is a Family-type movie...

Talk about ethics and dreams...

Bla..bla..bla...

YET....

This is not what I want to say about~~~

when I was waiting to be seated,

I saw the Valentine's day trailer...

OMG!!!!

At first..I didn't care so much on the trailer..

I just thinks that :

Wow! so many actors take parts in this movie..

there's Anna Hathaway, Jessica Alba.. oh..Julia Roberts...

hey, is Taylor Lautner ~~~

WAIT~~~ isn't that Taylor Swift????

and then the trailer jump to scene where they both kissing~~~~

>0< !!!

Gosh~! 2 Taylor as a couple in the movie???

after all the rumors???

this movie is.....*out of words*

...

I just know that I want to watch this movie, right after I see the trailer....

then I continue to stare at the flat screen...

wait for the trailer to show again..

until the cinema can be seated...

Likes~~

2010-01-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha...

recently I found one emoticons is

verrry cute de~~~ <3

hahaha

wakaka~~~

LOVE THIS~~

First day to Utar setapak campus.....

2010-01-18T18:41:00.002+08:00

HOT! TIRED! SWEAT!!!

gosh~~!! I totally no sense of where my class should be...

turn around and around and around and around~~~

*sigh*

S block?? where?? there?? here??

no one could tell me the exact direction.....

I'm exhausted!!!!

lucky me for go to Utar setapak early in 6 am...

or not...

I sure late for my first class......

hearing Mr.lecturer briefing for our subject...

totally make me feel my sem1 sure will be tired...

lots of stationary must buy for academic use (duh...surely not for personal!!)....

many things haven't settle down....
headache...
I really Miss u guys....
especially SAN and CHING~~~
i wanna hug u two... =(

Although my body was at school..
but my mind still thinking all about Twilight!!!!
OMG!!!
I"m addicted to Twilight!!!!
I can't wait for the TWILIGHT SAGA : ECLIPSE to release!!!!
I DIE DIE ALSO MUST WATCH IN CINEMA!!!!
who wanna teman me to watch??
and
who can teman me to watch??
is different oh~~!
wakakakaka XD

I WANNA WATCH!!!!!! =D

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Wahhhh~~!!!

2010-01-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

Lately....

there are surprises happened around me --|||

ahahhaha!!!

Last friday...

I went to 1U to watch Sherlock Holmes..

the show is entertaining and humor...

I love the Doctor!!! he's cute~~!

yet... when at the half the movie....

my phone rang...

"SHIT!" word came straight right into my mind...

I forget to tune it to silent mode....

-///-

it's one of my uni-mates told me that my uni-result came out edi..

and he offer me a ride to school...

I sigh and say: "I like to...but I'm watching movie!!!"

Guess what... after that call.... I was being distract by my result

and lost attention for the movie....

What a Call~~ *sigh*

Second surprise is...

a good news that I never expect came that early...

One of my secondary friend has started to dating on one guy...

naughty naughty ah~~~

when she post it on Facebook...

WOW!!

the comment are many~~!!!

wish her happy in this relationship....

Hope in 2010 year... more good news and good surprises happen ^^

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Unexpected Invitation

2010-01-02T00:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

hehe ^_^

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends....

hope all your dreams come true~~

I would like to say that

yesterday I did celebrate a wonderful new year celebration with my friends..

A unexpected invitation make my night full of joy~~

thanks lay ching~~ and vincent too~~

sorry curry kai~~ didn't teman you for pasar malam...

The outing started with watching "AVATAR"

for 8pm at Tropicana City Mall....

but too sad with had to sit seperately cause the cinema almost full~~*hough*

but is luckily we still have time to buy popcorn and drinks before the show start~ ^^

The whole movie was great!!!!

not forget bout their graphics...

it's breath taking!!

A show that worth to see~~

their story line surely the typical "Pocohunter" love story~

love between different race~

but still amaze me...

by their effort on telling and sending message on

protect the Mother earth

is clear...

I fell Pandora is a wonderful place which should stay with it original state..

is beautiful, pure and clean...

After the show ends...

it's almost 30 minutes to 12am~~

so we straight to the stage and wait for fire cracker~~

although it's not the most beautiful as the pass I saw before..

yet it's the first time celebrate new year with friends...

To avoid the traffic problem straight right 12am..

we even wait for 30 minute and then out from can park

to have our supper~~ ^^

with more of my uni-mates...

we eat, chat and drink till 3am....

quite a interesting New Year Celebration~~

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BREAK =D

2009-12-20T18:22:00.003+08:00

Now....

is the month of December...

test..holidays..vacation ..

outing..Christmas..farewell..

Happy and sadness,

balancing falls in my my life for this month...

Firstly, I'm sorry to those secondary friends that I make them disappointed..

I didn't mean to absence on the outing u plan...

totally sorry....

I'm a failure friends, I shouldn't break my promise...

and let u guys down...

I'm idiot!!

I shouldn't be forgive.. because this wasn't the first time...

I'm not a conscientious friends...

I'm sorry.

I have nothing to say but just 'sorry'...

Nini, Huang, Lili, Chin, Dao, Foo, Qiang...etc

Secondly, to my uni-mates...

foundation ends....

is time for all of us to move on....

and there's some words to say...

be more confidence..this especially to Ching on exam...

and Nyen during presentation...

San, u are smart yet blur blur girl @@....jus like wat u are =D

Guys....

I don't think you will care or listen on what i wrote on..

so I jus skip that....

so I just hope guys success on the path they choose,

and proud of the path u guys choosen...

Girls...
don't make decision when ur minds jus think negatively..
the path may be hard & though..

but you will never know the views at the end if you give up half-way..

Remember, don't ever u girls make decision before you talks or discuss with anybody you trust..

but, if u have make up ur decision and sure it's correct

I will support you and try to help u as best as I could, no matters how...

Lastly, to all..lets work hard for our future... ^^

Thirdly,

~HAPPY~

~CHRISTMAS~

~TO ALL~

**WISH JOY & PEACE

ALWAYS BE WITH YOU**

Home alone2

2009-12-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

hehe..what to do??

my whole family has went to Singapore for 3days and 2 night....

leave me alone...again...

well, last time i still have my big sister with me....

now...really alone...me single alone....

I cooked...haha

mashed potatoes... cold soba.....

haiz....

sien ah~~~~~

and daddy and mummy will come back tmr.....

yeah!!!!

哑巴吃黄连。。。

2009-11-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

有苦自己知。。。

秀才遇到兵，有理说不清~

我的情况呢~就是。。。。

吃着黄连的秀才。。。

心里头。。。

又苦又闷。。。。

厚！有一天我一定会被憋死！！！！

被那蛮不讲理又不懂装懂的XXX...

骂得口血淋头！！！

有些东西不是我能控制的啊！！！！

为什么不把东西弄清楚在骂我呢？

为什么要先入为主呢？

这世界上每个东西有不同的方程式。。。

我又怎么会料到我要的东西那么与众不同呢？

我还没有为自己辩护的机会。。。。

就给他骂个不停。。。

-深呼吸-

我心里有一千一万个不满。。。

都难以用笔墨形容。。。

-心里在呐喊-

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Let see... What should I write?? =D

2009-11-02T18:38:00.000+08:00

Time passed by....

it's November now.....

and

I'm in Sem3 now....

My Sem3 life?

rush?? cuz of short sem??

Nah..I don't think so, except for the examination coming that early...

my homework, lecture and assignment...

I think I still can handler it..

hnm...

wat else?

nothing special recently...

my life is just full of boring smell~~~~

Actually I expect something else different for sem3...

and

"POOF"

really totally different from what I have expect....

-.-|||

that's all

-smile always =D-

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Shut Up!!!!

2009-10-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

from the day my grandpa left....

my big family never been peaceful like the old days...

the problem came out 1 by 1....

like the water came out from the water tap..

never stop.

firstly, my grandma checked have cancer...

then...my uncle feel not satisfy with that la..with this la...

bla..bla..bla..bla.........

-no end-

so irritating!!!!

as a junior in the family..

we have no qualified to scold the action they do...

but some times...

they are too over!!!!

because of the MONEY they get...

too little izzit? you all no hand to work ah?! no brain ah?!

or I should say no heart????

ate by dog?

too greedy!!!

how much money you can spend, how much to use...

are been set from the day you born..

grab others property as yours

will need to pay whatever consequences at the future...

as my grandpa left over...

some of the greedy ones...

thinking ways to influence my grandma thinking..

so that they can get some of the properties from her hand...

and yet, they made it!

and now they say they can't stand my grandma attitude..

and think to ask someone to take care of her..

SHUT UP!!SHUT UP!!SHUT UP!!!!!

that's your mother! O K?!

so hard to accept???

have u really take care her?

have you????!!!

what in your eyes just only have money..money and money!!!

before that..someone have shouted to my grandpa:

I don't need your properties, you keep it to yourself!

and take care your health!!!

ah ha!

turn around....prepare the lawyer and make a will

that give major benefits to yourself...

rotten heart!

狼心狗肺！

I want back the peaceful family!!!!

不是你财，不入你袋！

Tired..Headache

2009-09-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

Exam time again....

this is the part that hurts my brain cells a lot....

especially for those require amazing storage capacity subject...

always study till 1am...and woke up at 6am again...

repeating action during this 3 weeks...

TIRED~~~~~

I can't even have a good sleep.

The most bad condition during my this sem test is Mass Com.

My head was so heavy ad my eyes too!

just feel want to sleep on spot.

For marketing....

the worst memorizing I have...

I can't remember some of the part I read ,

and I even mess up the information...

haiz.....

hope nothing...

but just have a result of 3.0 for my CGPA....

hahahaha

Simple Life

2009-09-19T16:47:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, when I were revised for my web page design.
I just can't stand it, and have a afternoon nap...
The dream of my...let me saw until my lately grandfather...
is that really a dream? I think no ones knows...

He is sooo real..stand in front of me...
No suspicious when saw him in my dreams...
'Grandpa' is the word naturally came out from my mouth, no doubt.
Only in dreams, when I called:"Grandpa!"
someone will answer:"oh!You came."
with a memorable smile and expression whenever I back to hometown in old days..

In my dreams,
Grandpa having a face and skinny body just like
the face and body the last time I saw him in the hospital's wad.
Maybe is just a illusion...
but I always hope to see him in my dreams...

Till now I realize,
having someone answer your calling is also one kind of happiness...
happiness is just simple as that...
and maybe it is too simple that we did not notice it
or
did not even care the present of this simple happiness...
till you lost it, you know it yet there is no return for the path you walked through.

In this complex world, makes this simple happiness a valuable treasure^^
take notice to any simple happiness in your life,
value it and don't wait till it too late...

o_O??

2009-09-08T23:58:00.004+08:00

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME????????
IS THIS A CONSTANT OR PROCEDURE
THAT A EVENT THAT SHOULD HAPPEN ON ME
BEFORE EXAMINATION?

DID I HAVE TO LOST ALL MY IMPORTANCE PROPERTIES
BEFORE I STEP IN TO THE EXAMINATION HALL??

CAN SOMEONE ANSWER MY QUESTION?

WHY I ALWAYS DROP MY PROPERTIES BEFORE EXAMINATION START??

I ALMOST DROP MY PHONE TODAY, TWICE!!
TWICE A DAY!!!
IS LUCKILY I CAN GOT BACK MY PHONE...

TRADITIONAL? STRESS? COINCIDENT?

WHY I ALWAYS SPEND MY ENERGY BECAUSE I DROP MY THINGS?
AND BOTHERING MY FRIENDS BECAUSE OF MY CARELESSNESS..
I'M SOOOO SORRY AND THANKS...
TO THE FRIENDS I GIVE THE TROUBLE TO..
YOU ALL MAKE A GOOD HELP FOR ME..

HOPE THAT I WILL NOT BE TROUBLESOME THAT MUCH ANYMORE..
AND THE CHAIN ON ME ABOUT MISSING THINGS WILL END HERE..

Scheming...

2009-09-07T21:23:00.008+08:00

As philosopher say:
"A man will be another man's mirror"

However,
being others people mirror is a harsh job...
Beside seeing the good side,
you will have to see the dark side in them as well...
the UGLY, GREEDY and SCHEMING side of what we call "personality"...

Not my fault...
I didn't mean to focus/zoom the dark side...
but it just pop out in front of my eyes sight..
I tried so hard to ignore it..

Recently, I found someone is playing scheming around..
Although I didn't confirm yet..
but the action 'someone' show..
makes my hypothesis solid..
make me feel that..
"Is this the people I recognized??"
why is soo strange to me??

I'm confuse now...
Am I too sensitive？ Seeing someone too clear?
will it be better if the image remains blur..

hope is just that I think too much...

我相信，每个人都会耍心机，
耍心机，我也会，我甚至可以耍得更恨。。
但是那又何必呢？
与其费尽心细，耍手段，赢得也不光彩。。
为什么不用诚心诚意来打动别人的心意，更为动容呢？
不要忘记。。
在你耍心机的时候，你身边的人可能会因此而遍体鳞伤。。
耍心机
只会累了自己，伤到别人，坏了人缘，苦了自己。。
吃力又不讨好

Writing this post all is just because
this thing happen recently in my life
and let me think back the things happen in my pass...
the history was repeated itself..
the different is I'm not the actress in this movie..

but is enough for me to took a long time on this scenario..

STOP!!!!!

2009-09-06T21:13:00.002+08:00

"Thanks" to my 2 "dearest" friendss!!!!
KENJI a.k.a KAR CHUN & BABY MILO a.k.a KAH VENG
Using others name to leave message in my Cbox,
and adding exaggerate, untrue message in my Cbox...
by the "explanation" that help my blog to increase the visitor counter..
Oh!
very "thanks" for you both helping then!!!!
Yet...
STOP write NONSENSE in my BLOG!!!!
STOP VANDALIZE it!!!

I KNOW..
I KNOW...
My blog ain't that beautiful,
However, please don't make it worst...

I don't even dare to log in my blog this few days
because of you both short NONSENSE message!!!
The content of the message is totally CRAZY!!!
I hope very much to delete the message...
But I CAN'T!!!!!

"THANKSSSS" for you both concern to my BLOG..
But then,
No next time..PLEASE...

Screw up my Mood

2009-09-03T16:21:00.003+08:00

Today should having a playful outing.
Planed to go Ice-skating at Sunway before Final starts.
Quite hard to find a perfect time to skates with gathered most of my classmates.
We reach there at 11+am,Preparing well wearing sports shoes and glove in bag, and..
What turns up is just a fully closure from the venue for the ice hockey tournament.
Quite a disappoint... we should check before planning.

Seems we can't change anything, we change the plan to watch movie.
A movie name-"Final Destination"...
Before we bought any of those tickets, they just can't make any decision..
Want to watch that, want to see those...*bla*
Took out the student id and cash for tickets...a sudden returned back...and took they back again..
All those discussion makes me feel tired about this outing...
My mood turns down...
having a thoughts that: "This outing quite da waste of time"

Having this thoughts is because
firstly, our plan change TOTALLY....
secondly, I found that my classmates always use up long time to make a decision....
this what really screw my mood today....
waiting..waiting and waiting again...
tried to hold back my mood... prevent explosion..

Use up a long time to make a decision is good way for wasting time huh??...

Maybe.... I'm a people whom expect efficiency...
badly words will be impatient then...
Mummy always says that I have a bad tempered..
should change that bad habit...
but..too bad, hard for me to change.
All I can do is try my best in control it^^..

Nothing today, no unhappy, just a little screw up my mood..
or be more specific: no mood for play or shopping either..
I just want to sit down and relax..
and give a result---Movie is a best choice after all.
Positively, my mood change overall after watching the movie..

The horror and disgust gaps through the whole cinemas..
bloody and vomiting scene pop out 1 by another continuously till the end..
and....STOP!!

The recalling of the bloody movie will ends here.

My Feelings Today..

2009-09-01T21:02:00.005+08:00

I would like to start my post with appreciation to everyone who wish me today:

Jia Wern: girl, thanks very much!!! the necklace is soooo beautiful!!! and you are the first girl who wish me, and you wish the most ...thx
Vincent: the 2nd^^ and thx for company me and jia wern to mid-valley.
Lay ching: the 3rd..hehe..thx girl sending sms at mid night jus to wish me^^
Chin peng: haha..the guy that suprised me...he know my b'day!!!
Wan hui: my lovely wan hui!!! send me a drawing cake through MSN...I hope u can send a real wan to me ^^
Yih think: almost same time with wan hui...Thx..>.<
Siew Li: awww~~~manager!!! miss you madly!!!!
Wai Ho: wahaha...send 2 BIG cakess for me through MSN....(okok lo)...
Ji Yang: haha..say through Facebook..Ji yang, I love my blog templets now...maybe next time...by the way, thx^^
Puei San: the 10th!!! if not mistaken.......the first one, say that i'm big girl edi~~~
Huey Ping: The most surprising scene, she bought 1 small cakes and 2 pastries.. the cake is delicious..and the pastries are nice!!! thx...I promise I will finish all, dun let 'others' eat!!hehe
Tracy, Ms.Low, Chin Shen, Elizabeth, Nini, Huang, Dao, Sooi Kee, Sue Hui, Joo Chung, Kin Meng, Amira, Ying Hui, Diana, Jason Ong, Cleste, Thin Thin, Brian: Thx...for the wishes^^ non-stop thanks you^^
Hayden, Kah Veng, Herman, Kar Chun, Hong, Vincent, Wai Ho, Ji yang, San, Lay Ching and much more:

Thx for the cake and the b'day song..for letting the whole Utar aware bout there's someone b'day.....
and play True or Dare...make me became the victims..T-T*cry*
by the way..u all make me really a happy b'day...thx very much...

finally...NYEN~~~waiting for your Dragon Ball biang tmr "3~~

Good Morning^^

2009-08-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

hahaha....
today(29/08/09) my time was fully spended....

10.00am
woke up and my friends just arrived to pick me up to LRT station, and we plan
to go by bus....
unfortunately, the bus went off~~~~
because I woke up late...and can't get into bus on time=(
By taxi, we take to The Curve...
sorry my friends.

11.00am
Q up in front of Red Box...wait them open the door, so we can rush in to it and....
EAT!!!!!!!
we are hungry on that time.....food!Food!FOod!FOOd!FOOD!!!
I want eat! I want eat!...XD
RM 16 for sing from 11am-2pm, 1 drinks, 1 set lunch and a salad buffet....
worth?....
nah....I dun think so.....

2.30pm
we planned to watch 'UP' at 3.15pm...
(sorry Vincent, I should insist to watch this at Thursday...)
before that, we played snooker!!
then I bought a regular popcorn combo...and watch the movie....
The storyline is sooooo touching....and is a good story...
is funny...and full of values in it....
a great movie!

5.30pm
went to Boarders read books...
untill 6.40pm...eat at ShiLin...
then mum call....say celebrates my b'day with my little sis b'day at Vivo..
Pizza shop....in The Curve...
therefore..my friends sit shuttle bus home....
I stay back with my family....

10++pm
reached home....
bathing...
blogging...
till now^^

A long abundant again^^

2009-08-29T00:19:00.007+08:00

Long time never posting edi^^
I have a very good explanation on this....

I'm totally exhausting in this sem..X-X
erm..more specifying is the end few weeks of this sem....
I rush the assignment like mad!!!!!!
feel tiring..is good my eyes didn't turn into Gold Fish eyes^^

For this sem....
1st time create a web wite...post on it...(I wrote it b4...)
And now, 1st time have a shooting scene for commercial..
this is a part of assignment....
2nd assignment for writing for mass com....

at here, I would like to write an acknowledgment for those who contribute for the assignment:

Thanks u all!! Without all of u,the commercial can't be done well!!!

SPECIAL THANKS
JAMES
HERMAN'S IPOD
HERMAN

PHOTOGRAPHER & TRANSPORTATION
NYEN

ASSISTANCE DIRECTOR>
LAY CHING

LAPTOP BORROWER
VINCENT
(I dun think he likes his photo here..so I didn't put)

PRINT ADS' TEMPLETS
WAN HUI

That is a whole day out...feel tiring....and sleepy after the whole day shooting....
Not just then....
we are also require to hand in a report, copy sheet, platform & script...
and I have to do the editing for video!!!!
that's where the most difficult part!!!
I done all this things at 3am in the morning....
*yawn*.....

Quite da last minute ha?

no point....

ya! I have change the song for my blog...
I had changed it to Classical song....
hope u all like it...

SAW.....

2009-08-13T18:11:00.003+08:00

This few weeks....from the day we watch the SAW movie in Nyen's house....
seems that whole class are addicted in it!

That movie is totally insane!
bloody....cruelty....horrify!!!!
the storyboard is about a man plays it victims by setting a game....
The point is no matter which side wins the game.....other will die!diE!dIE!DIE!
blood splash out all over the place.......
I saw a scene where the head smash like watermelon!!!!!
Not to spoilt watermelon image...
but that scene really breath taking....
the head just "prak" !!!
blood come out after a crack sound.

yesterday, I saw untill a SAW VI movie poster..
that news is introduce about this new out coming SAW movie.....
the poster is creepy.....
a 'nurse' as a model...with plenty of bloody injection needle [X.X]~

creepy right???scary....
put nurse some more...
this movie producer memang hebat...-.-

Shopping~wakaka..XD

2009-08-10T02:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday...finally bought my life first pair of HIGH HEELS!!!

wakaka..is purple...^^
and I also renew my hand phone pouch...
little shining bear bear~~

besides that, I and my family went to 1U the Garden to have our dinner~~~
good environment~~~
the food were delicious~yum yum[^w^]~~~

then...my sis group come to my house and have a advertisement shooting!!!
cool! my little sis also have a chnce to join the shooting~~~

At here I would like to take a chance to say sorry to YEN NI...
I didn't mean to forget your b'day...
I was in a rush doing assignment...
I know..I shouldn't blame on assignment...
but, I really didn't mean it
sorry sorry sorry...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
NINI...
sorry...

Relief...

2009-08-08T12:10:00.003+08:00

feel relief after hand in almost half of it assignment....
*phiew*~~~
but next coming on is a whole bunch of

PRESENTATION!!!!!
scared scared~~
haven't buy my high heels^^
how leh??

Die Die Tired~~~

2009-08-07T20:16:00.003+08:00

yesterday could be say as mine history day.......won't forget for my whole life....

what i want to say is.....
we rushed our assignment last minute again....a very last minute....
I just managed to finished it this 8.45 am in the morning..
without having a nap through the whole night~~~
but, I'm lucky....I didn't rewarded by a pairs of panda's eyes^^
yet..there are some pimples just can't wait to say hello to the public...=.=
too many things have to be done for the assignment....
final report..slide show...web site...*bla..bla..bla*
it almost drive me crazy.....

for this assignment...
I have my first experienced on didn't sleep through the night...
my first time...hang in somebody's house doing assignment until the dawn....
(went back home morning to get blank CD..XD)
first time with my university mates rushing assignment together till the dawn...
first time learned to post web site to internet....
first time..eat dinner at supper time(11.45pm)...
and I slept in Lecture class for today...causing from tiring by yesterday!!!OMG!!

Story begins....yesterday...
when we found that many things haven't settle yet....
we suggest to went to one of my friend's house to finished the report...
however, when the clock reached 9.54pm...
I went out to bought ours dinner--porridge!
hnm...smell good..with the sesame oil and ginger....
taste..I prefer my mom's cook..^^

after that, we continued drowning into the BLOODY assignment....
and the time just pass on...without waiting us... we looked at that time...
heart pounding...scared we can't managed to do it well...
some of my friend just can't stand the calling from the sleep god...
having a sweet dream on a bed (some even snoring too^^)....

on that spot, I also thought that I want to sleep...after I done so and so...
But ..I realized I have to continue the next task whenever I done one...
or not..we are running out of time.....
I found that..yesterday..will be my first time to spend my time efficiently...
use all the time and use all wisely...hahaha^0^
therefore..when I done one job..
by looking at the clock....I know there s no time for me to sleep....
but to avoid the sleep worm bothering me...
I repeat told myself...I sure will get a sleep...after I done so and so....
Its works!

6-7am..one by one my friends phone alarm rangs..but they just ignore.....
till 7.15am, I only write till conclusion....
the room's owner a.k.a uni mates wakes up....ask some ques
only we realized...we didn't even brush teeth...or have a bathing...=(
awwwss~~stinks~~oily~~~*dun care although willing to have a bath*

8.00am...the last period I rush my assignment
it almost finished...and end at 8.35am...^^
da da! we done it!

however me and Lay ching have to wear the same attire as yesterday...
we hope no one found out...
but too bad..san realized it....(--)
and we managed to burn CD, printing all on time!
*phiew*~

Lastly, I would like to replace the acknowledgment....
THANK YOU
FOR ALL
MY GROUP MEMBERS! NYEN, SAN, LAY CHING & PUNES...
DONE A GOOD JOB!
and no need sorry for any consequences...because u have contribute on this assignment..
and you have done ur job well....I even feel guilty for asking you do additional job.....
AND
SORRY TO MY GROUPS MEMBERS....
I DO ASSIGNMENT ON LAST MINUTE AGAIN...
*haiz...*
*yawning*^^

Blur.......

2009-07-22T20:38:00.004+08:00

Haiz.................*sigh*
What more I could say?
Is this all is a coincident?
If no....then is too strange for me.........

I lost my hand phone before a day I went for my mass com and writing for business
examination...
and
I almost lost my mechanical pencil the day before having management examination......
Is glad to found it back after the test~~*phiew~*
and NOW!!!!
I don't know where is my student ID card gone!! I know it drops in my house...
some where at the corner....
from yesterday onwards, I just can't find it!
and I have to sit for my Web Page Design Examination without ID Cards!

I always have to waste my time on finding that things, finding this things~~~
no time to study!! and waste my energy before exam....

What The @#$%^&@#$##@!!!!!!!!

coincident??
accident????

Day Before Monday..

2009-07-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Have a guess what time I woke up today?
is 12.30pm!!!12.30pm!!!
OMG! feel that I incredible~~

Breakfast+Lunch--Unagi bento!
then....do nothing, Just surf the internet
posted my blog..change my blog templates....

Dinner-- Medium Rib eyes~~with black pepper and creamy cheese~
wonderful......
have a little time shopping......then went back home
because little sis will have test next day.....

Now..who noe how to do web page exercise???
Help me~~~~

A Whole Day Out Again...for 18/07/09

2009-07-19T00:55:00.003+08:00

Today..was quite a exhausted day for me.....
I'm out at 10.53 in the morning and come back on 11.35pm....
cool?

Early in the morning, I went to watched HARRY POTTER and THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE in TGV with my university mates....
12.30pm and the movie finished at 3.14pm...quite a long movie....
the movie..not that interesting as the book....I prefer the book!

After that, we rushed to Catholic high school to meets the others, so we could follow the school bus to the destination where BON ODORI held ( we all not sure where it held)....
when we reached there, it was a open stadium..is hot, full of crowed, the bad things are....
the sand where flying here and there....soooooooo dusty.....*cough*

Many Japanese's foods were sell there........ice-cream...
all brought from Jusco or not AEON...=.=|||
and the price is more EXPENSIVE!!

After that, I went to meet up my high school mates...
MISS THEM VERY MUCH~~~>.<
we just kept on taking photos with each others.....
many stupid posing have done...
don't know when my frenz up load to facebook???
then the dancers starts to dance, we followed too! quite hilarious for our dancing movement...
enjoying with my high school friends...

Then we went to SS2 for supper...
my throat feel bad...and itchy keep on coughing...*cough*
and talk nonsense with Tracy....*laugh*
really..very white~~

And...TATA...reach home....^^

Long time No Write.....

2009-07-10T21:41:00.016+08:00

Seems last time I wrote...
is about 1 month has passed......
and now is already the third week of July.
OMG!!! Half-year has gone!!! hehehe

Through out the days I never post blog...
many thing happen....such as, I lost my old hand phone....
The K750i with a W800i cover....It lost only let me realised that....
I didn't even have a photo of my old phone!
saying truly, I quite down when knowing my phone lost on the spot.
although my that phone is

old
scratches over its body...
low quality speaker...
no Chinese word display...
no dictionary...
low quality picture...
the camera button is poor functioning.....

However, still sad for lost it, because all my friends contact number lost....and some of my photo with my freinds where also "POOF" ...no more......T__T
my new phone is Sony Erricson brand and is a W810i model much more better than my old phone...with Chinese dictionary..and much much more featured...satisfy now^^....

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I also went to watch Transformer edi^^....nice to see!!
Megan Fox-sexy(^Q^)~~ besides that, their editing were also aewsome! Worth to watch in Cinemas!

My next target---
HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE!![-.-]+

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After that, I would like to share one of my clumsy experience with my blur classmate---Lay Ching!
The things happen where we decide to have our lunch at Midvalley.
After having lunch, we went for shopping..and she say want to top up for her phone....
she using Hotlink, and we can't find any mobile shop...
Nearby Carrefore, there's a row of yellow mobile shop...
yellow~~yellowish!!! (dun think is DIGI, although is yellow in colour....@_@)
I went to it and ask:"Did u all sell top up card for Hotlink?"
I remember that guy face....
he answer me with a "haiz" and point his finger to the shop facing his shop....
we look to the way he point..and...
GOSH!!!! A big RED Hotlink shop 'POP' out in your eyes...
OMG!!! so fishy!!! and we laugh awkward after the incident~~~~XD

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Last Saturday....I and my whole bunch of classmate have a sports day----PLAY BADMINTON!!!!! Long time no sweating like bathing edi~~~

After having Badminton...we went for Karaoke.....
This is the most Brightest and smallest Karaoke I had before!!! Besides, is 8+ for only 2 hours & 4 wire mics (only 3 can use =.=~~)
never ever went into it again!

bright right??

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Hnm....
Yesterday is Ji Yang's Birthday Day!!
sorry ah~~never give u a surprising birthday....
hope you like the wallet we choose for you and the cake we bought for you...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JI YANG!!!
Don't blue again..
smile always:)

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This is my lunch just now with my mom..
nothing at all, just a bowl of noodles............delicious..>.<

and I'm now drowning into a sea of assignment.....hope all can hand in on time!!

Days Without Parents, 04/06/09

2009-07-04T22:56:00.004+08:00

This few days my parents have back to hometown in Johor...
Therefore there only leave....
my sis+little bro+me^^=3 ppl at home

I woke up at 10.13am this morning (normal time.. even though my parents at home)...
have a cheese bread and a fruit juice for breakfast~~
after that, I start to do "house wive jobs"!!!! because my sis and my bro have went out, I'm the only one leave at home~~~lonely~~

Till 12.30pm, my bro came back....keep asking me what to eat and I didn't event cook... therefore, I asked him to cook for himself and I continue play computer(bad sister huh~~) and I cooked a pot of porridge for me and tends to share with him~~but he reject me~~~ fine then! I enjoyed it myself then!

story continue...Around 1.30pm...I received a stupid call from my university mate and he did a prank on me with the phone that say he is one of the university staff!!!!How can he!!! arghhhh!!!! stupid call!! And what ridiculous is I believed it!!!!!!英名一世，糊涂一时啊！ arghhh!!!

The result from the call is I went out with them and go watch movie in Tropicana City Mall by the time 3.00pm. We should watch Transformer2 actually...but the times didn't go with the plans.... therefore, we change our plans and watch Ice age3....a cartoons~~ quite hilarious...

after the movie....I left them and went to meet up my sis in the mall...and we had a Korea meal for Dinner!! Good taste for my sis and my bro wan....but not mine....I never ever order that 石头拌饭 again....not nice in my opinion....

石头拌饭

Then..we shop a while in Carforre and bought some butter cakes for tomorrow breakfast... then we went home...that's all~~~

记忆随风飘去~~

2009-06-29T01:15:00.004+08:00

现在，全世界的话题应该离不开MJ的离开吧！
不管走到那里。。有荧幕或播放器的地方现在都在播放着MJ过往的MV、演唱会和歌曲。。。
来表示对这位流行天王的敬仰和哀悼。。。

不过。。这流行天王，我对他的印象是小时候，是每个星期我家老爸都会播放的录影带看出来的（因为当时的电视台的节目并不丰富^^，唯一的娱乐...），可说是耳目渲染得来的^^...

而我对那录影带有深刻的印想....

当时的我看得很不明白，因为呢~我看到MJ从本来的黑皮肤变成白皮肤。。。只是觉得怪怪....问妈妈反而更不明白@_@.....
另外，因为看了那录影带...使我对坟墓怕了起来....觉得坟墓很恐怖！！（前天看了多一次THRILLER的MV，我才想起来的~~厚！没想到老爸既然还保存着那CD，保存得那么好~~）

而这次对于他的离去，除了惋惜，还有舍不得。。。。
我会对他的离去而不舍。。除了是因为他有精湛的舞技。。异人的才华。。。
更是因为他是我记忆的一部分。。。而他的离去像是会把我的记忆一并带走。。

我想。。人类都是一样的吧！
我们会为他人的离开而感到悲伤。。难过。。
大多数是因为那位“人”占据了我们的记忆。。。就算是1%也罢~~我们都会感到不舍。。。更何况是时常陪在我们身边的亲人。。。
我们因害怕忘记。。口头上说会记得他“人”的一切。。。
甚至买一堆的 CD,video, or photo 除了来记念他“人”曾做过的东西。。。
也是为了想要保留些能看到，摸到的“记忆”.....
希望自己不会因他“人”的离去，记忆也渐渐淡去~
如此看来记忆对一个人来说是非常的重要。。。

或许。。。因为记忆能够证明一个人活过的证据吧！

A Star glow off...

2009-06-26T22:18:00.006+08:00

Today..early in the morning...just received the news that the world POP-icon..
Michael Jackson
had just leave us...

Although I'm not a superior Fans of him..
However, I still feel deeply condolence for the lost of this pop star...
he..is the first foreign singer I knew, my dad often play his music when I was small...
THRILLER could be say as the first MV I saw..I think..

A legendary pop-icon had gone...
what he leave behind just his unforgettable performance, videos, songs..and of course the
moon walk dance......
no matter how his acts this few years...
all had become history...
everything that he does do music industry...
we will all remember in our deep down heart and could never ever replace...

All must Healthy..Healthy ah!!!

2009-06-23T17:20:00.002+08:00

I just can say that now is a sensitive season.....

firstly, the weather change from sunny and rainy unpredictable.....
second, the haze came to "visit" us.....
and of course...bout "H1N1"....finally reached and spread quickly in Malaysia...

Although till now..no one of my friends or family caught up in H1N1....
however, some of my friends and my mom, sis, bro not feeling well, cough, vomit, headache...
this really make me feel 万分无奈~~[/_\]...看到都心疼~~为你们感到担心~~

C'mon guys and girls，in this kind of seasons..please be more aware..and take care for own health...
drink more water!! take care of your own personal hygiene!! rest more!! AND the most important is...dun ever force yourself, if u really can't stand it....just went home and have a rest..this will be more better...

hoped all of you get well soon~~

Gloomy Day for Father's day...

2009-06-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

This year Father's Day should be a special day because my elder sis b'day also fell on this day,
I thought this year Father's day will be a memorable and full of joy............................
YET, it turn up that told me reality won't goes with dreams.....

Today whole night my dad was angry with my sis and my mum was not satisfy with my sis act...
all is because...my dad insist to eat at Kim Gary,where there need to wait for 1 hrs to be sited.
As a result, my sis went into Sakae Sushi(my father dun like sushi [X.X])...his face just show nothing...no expression....but I can feel he very angry....and may be a bit upset....
his daughter do such a thing during father day.... felt guilty for it....
turn out, my dad standing outside Kim Gary restaurants just to booked place for us...alone!
my mom and me called him to sushi and drink tea first, he also dun wan!!insist stand out there...
haiz....

In this case, my dad too stubborn...and my sis just quite hard to tolerate...makes the situation worst...eat dinner also no mood...

As a son or daughter...everyday should be parent's day...although I can't gave my dad a happy father's day..I would like to say to my daddy:

thanks for everything you gave us and sorry for today we make you upset
...from your guilty daughter...

"Earth Quake" in Malaysia!!!!

2009-06-20T17:14:00.005+08:00

..@_@... today...I been woke up by my mom...at 9.30am...
by saying that she want bring me go eat din sum, Beijing duck and others in a luxury restaurants with cheap cheap price wor <<( that's wat my mom told me [=.=]") ...

After change my clothes, I went down...with a quick speed..
Because my sis are going to late..[>.<]~~

Firstly, we brought my little bro for check up at 同善医院( an ancient building in K.L [*0*]...) the sunshine at K.L really hurts my eyes..therefore, I wore my new sunglasses I bought yesterday[*^-^*]he~ look nice ~~wakaka

After that, we all went to the restaurants that my mum say got promotion wan............. turn up the manager say due to father's day..the promotion have cancel....
[-.-]".......speechless.....[-.-]"

1 粒小笼包-RM6...
1 笼烧卖-RM 8...
....
..
.(other things almost the same price~) cheap cheap hor???[o.O]

however, this is not the most shocking part for me...the things most shocked me is..
when lorry or buses went through outside the restaurants....
you obviously can feel the floor under you legs are vibrating!!!![X0X]~~
Just like stage 1 earth quake~~the tea in my cup also show the vibrate action....MY GOSH! scared the building collapse.....
after eating at that restaurants...we went home, that's all my day in K.L~~

haha..my new sunglasses..with my name "vincci"~XD

the "cheap" restaurants~

he say:"f~" when I captured this photo~my little bro

my mummy with my little sis that love to pose in front of the camera~

my daddy~happy father's day[>.<]

Thursday, 18/06/09

2009-06-19T19:00:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, after school I with my university mates all gather and went to one of the university house....

we done nothing there... just go there and play games..listen to music, play poker[=.=]....
and also play the RM700 chair(wakaka[^0^]~~feel luxury~~)
to spend some time there before go SS2 pasar malam...

After that...when we went to pasar malam...I saw till my secondary 'gang'..([^-^]"yuhoo~~how lucky am I~~) Dao dao, Fong foo, Wen qiang and also my dearest manager SIEW LI and me lovely "tai hou" CHIN SHEN~~long time no see them...[^Q^]~Chung Zhi also went there, we just meet there suddenly..without any planning....ha~ how suprise am I...
after that, we talk bout gossip in school...and the newest news bout our life..wahaha~~[^__^] happy!!

Then we send Nyen back to Cheras...before that we go eat 潘氏糖水...huhu~~then go hui ping's house..nyen really very funny...laugh whole road~~ then we went back....
I think tat's all for yesterday...hehe[^.^]..

hnm....Lazy~~~

2009-06-17T23:10:00.005+08:00

nothing special lately....just having a normal life in a normal day....
ha~~ I felt that I'm now so lazy...just feel to blank my mind...don't think anything~~
my line don't know why...just sooooo slow~~ really slow slow wait...
online also need to try my luck...

lazy to do anything...hehe..I think i will say sorry for those who were same group with me for assignment, I think the assignment will start "a bit" late...wakaka [^O^]

however, I promise I sure will find my passion back...
how long oh??
hoho~~not sure lo...but hope quick..haha..[^__^]"
feel free~~blank my mind~~*[@__@]*

HUI~~VERY COLD!!! XD

2009-06-08T22:28:00.003+08:00

provider: LIT YI QUN
1.某女校鬧鬼。
　　有天被小紅遇上了。

　　鬼說：學妹。。。你看。。。我沒有腳。。。我沒有腳。。。

　　小紅：那有什麼。學姐你看，我沒有胸部，我沒有胸部。<<<very funny XD

2. 有一天，你走在路上，突然一隻母狗撲向你．．．
從你腳上咬了一塊肉並迅速吞下去．．．
當你正要伸腳踢它的時候．．．
母狗眼含淚光的向你說：'你打吧．．．反正我肚里已經有了你的骨肉！！！'

I'm sorry for those who don't know read chinese, this 2 story I feel good to share with all of u...

hope that u all smile always

miss you~~

2009-06-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

Suddenly missing you in class.....No reason, no special occasion...
just in a sudden...feel that..what will happen if you still in study in Utar??
I was wondering, if you still study in Utar...
you will in the same class with us, laugh together on the foolish acting we done....
chatting with us, and do presentation with us....

Although the page of my life have turn into new chapter,
however, the friends I meets today just let me keep thinking the first I time I meet you...
this memory just flash back....First time Nyen introduced you to us...
Kim Yeong, Kah Veng and Wai Ho took your sweater, wear it and you chasing them around...
sit Utar bus home...chatting bout gossip or nonsense....
very funny XD....

Today...nothing special....
just miss you suddenly..Jia wern~~~
我们一起加油吧！！^_^

May 26----UTAR Orientation Day........A nightmare....

2009-05-29T00:31:00.006+08:00

hnm......this stuff have been happened 2 days ago..I would like to begin where my sis told me, she was lack for helper for UTAR Orientation Day and want me to help~~~...
well, seems that my sis always help me a lot...I tends to help her back by becoming a helper to help her.....I regret about it till today...there were 700 people came for the orientation day!!!(there were crowded by people..) to till I gone mad!! me shocked! (people mountain people sea!!)
However, it turns out to became the awful day for me....I woke up at 6.30am( if not mistaken), just have a piece of biscuit for breakfast and needed rush to school by 7am....
My job was an assistance for the foundation register counter, on that day me and my partner ( maybe we were too busy..) give out the goodies bag without any record from that new student... so our counter stock balance is not match with the stock we gave out....we almost need to pay back to the school....to find that student, me and my partner even went into the hall that have >700ppl to find that girl/boy...oh gosh!!! I didn't even remember what is her/his look! we ask numbers of them..but no one match it!!!(angry~~.V.)
Luckily, my sis say talk with the DSA officer and as a result I work as a volunteer helper for them, they didn't pay me salary..not fair for me to pay them back!!(Hui~~thanks god~~my sis is there~~)
On that day, I also saw until Mandy and Sue Hui too!! after that me and my frenz just have 1 packet of 80sen Nasi Lemak as lunch...(poor thing~~)...and we also help Usher to their jobs too!!
we were hungry and desire to went home and have a nap.....
yet, the chairman set us freewhen it's around 4.45-4.50...going to 5pm.....Nightmare~~~
At here, I also want to say very thanks you to all my friends (James, vincent, kar chun, wai ho, kim yeong, ji yang, puei san, Nyen) that became helper that help my sis..I appreciate it!! love all of you!!hahaha。。。辛苦了！

GHOST?!?SOUL??....GRANDPA??!!!??

2009-05-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

Do ghost or whatever "dirty things" exists in this world??? I'm not sure with it....
but the story my little brother told me recently about my grandfather that just passed away about 2-3 months ago really let me feel badly...and helpless.......

Well,Well,Well....Actually there's a day, suddenly my little brother say: 二姐，公公家的邻居说听到公公三更半夜的时候，在门外哭。。。说他没饭吃，肚子很饿，没有力气，不能上路。还有，公公说他很寂寞，没有人陪他。。。。
The first word that flash through my mind was: WHAT??!! He's starving??I though he should rest in peace???So what is the purpose of invite all those 大师 or 道士??no idea.....

And the worst things is...there is no way to help him or we did not know the way to help him???

HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ.....believe it or not???

At night....Where The Museum Came To Live...

2009-05-21T18:46:00.005+08:00

Today, me and my friends have planed went back to Utar to take our results, we planed to meet there at 12pm...
How ever....when it is 11.15am, I heard my hand phone rang, I even though that I hear wrongly, until Puei San called my house phone...I only realized that they were outside my house... (o.s: aren't they too early??I didn't even get to eat my breakfast~~ )
After taking our result, we have our lunch at Mid valley, in same time we decided to watch the NEW released blockbuster---THE NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!!

The movie tickets that we bought starts at 2.00pm, and the sit no.is start with letter "K" almost reach the screen~~("wonderful" moment~ our neck suffer after the movie)
Besides, we reached Mid valley at 1.20pm...it means we only have 30 minutes to eat our lunch~~(rush like mad~) luckily, we managed to get in on time(hui~~)
I would say that this movie is awesome!! I love it!! very funny~~ I laugh through the movie!! A great movie!!

After watching it, we went back to UTAR, the driver for today is Puei San, her skills not bad... 有很大的进步空间....(haha)
Me and Nyen also have a try to drive Vincent's car..(Hehe..Vincent,thanks for your car~~) and congrats.... to nyen too!! she has passed her driving test!! I believe your skills will be better next time when I sit your car...期待ing~~

The Road Not Taken....

2009-05-07T15:58:00.002+08:00

did someone still remember about this poems???
I'm now have difficult in making choices.....
I do not know which road I should take......
although yesterday was the last day for my final test, but I feel happiness,
my mind kept been boardering by the problems......
I'm lost.....

Spider Web~~ [^__^]"

2009-04-30T21:20:00.003+08:00

long time abandon my blog.....full of spider's web~~~
lately, I'm busying in my final test......
1st day-general math
2nd- account
3rd- computer studies [X.X]
4th- english language.....etc etc
oh gosh~ just don't know what to say....this the first time my essay wrote less that 350 words....
don't know can or not...

besides test...today I also go for scholarship interview at ALFA collage....
I'm the first interview....they ask me the question like introduce yourself...what will you do if u fail to get this scholarship.....why do you choose this course....after you taking this course, you came out for working, what will you do?.... tell me bout the club or activity you join in secondary school.....bla bla bla...

several of question..but, I think I didn't done it well.....haiz....

Hope there's Miracle

2009-04-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

My granny has found out that her lungs cancer have effect until her breast....
she has the last stage for breast cancer............. the operation to remove the tumor is useless!!
she has to continue suffer from cancer!!
twice funeral in a year???!! are you kidding me?!
Where's Miracle?? where it is?? can somebody help her??

Days in hometown-- bukit gambir....

2009-04-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

this weekend I have spend my time in my dad's hometown....
This is the first time I went back to hometown after my grandfather passed away.....
went back to my grandparents' house....many things have change, before that there were plenty of beautiful flower and also vegetable that plant by my grandmother in the garden.....
however, everything change after we found out my grandfather gets ill... that old house is quiet...and feel like something missing... yesterday before sleeping, I and my sister chatting with my cousin.... they heard my grandmother say that before my grandpa unconscious he keep repeating the same word..he keep say: 不是。。不是。。不是。。after that...don't know what have happened...he gets angry and go conscious...
my grandmother say that my grandpa told her that he still don't want to die, he still has many things have done yet, the last time he went back, he cried when talking with his friends...*sigh*...
My heart break after listen to all this....why such a illness happened on my grandfather??why??

but...one trouble follows another, in a time not even 1 month..we found out that my grandmother gets lungs cancer and she will having a operation tomorrow.
Therefore, my dad has send her to Mahkota hospital in Malacca today... I feel sympathy for her... I will have such a feeling because she was alone in the hospital....
when my grandpa sick, at least have my grandma stay beside my grandfather...but when my grandmother fell sick...no one have time to teman her.... *sigh again*

she was alone over there....although my uncle over there...but only can teman for dinner....not all the time...

why so cruel.....

WHAT?! AGAIN?!

2009-04-15T14:45:00.004+08:00

From Tuesday onwards...after I knowing my grandmother have third stage of lungs cancer...
I keep asking myself ......"what happened to my family??"
My memories about my big family begins during a Chinese new year, that was the most deep memory I could remember....and that is the most happiest Chinese new year I had celebrate before......

If I'm not mistaken...I was just a little kid, age around 3-7 year old...that was the most memorable celebration I had before.... because on that year... my grandparents have invite the lion dance came to our old house to “彩青”....me and all my cousin playing around, taking ang pau...haiz....how wonderful we are last time..... in that year, playing fire crackers are not illegal, we can play as much as we could and it price are cheap too!! haiz....time passes by........

My grandfather had just pass away last month 13th because he gets blood cancer, bad..bad... on that day, I didn't even have a chance to take a glimpse before his last breath... after finish his funeral, I though all will went back to the normal life that I familiar with....however, grandmother has just found out that she gets lungs cancer....what a tragedy....

in my mind..I'm thinking "what?! mom are you kidding me! again?! cancer???" after listen this news, I just say..oh...bad...what happened?? could anyone answer me??

Vroom~VromMM

2009-04-04T14:55:00.007+08:00

Vroom~~VRoommm~~
This is the sound effect for " FAST & FURIOUS" ....
The movie starting where Toretto and his gang are trying to stole some tanks of oil to earn $...
and how he escape from the burning oil tank...'wow' that was close....that shot really impressed me...
after that, let me change my view on this movie... It is a great movie!!
Race Cars...sexy woman....take breath scene..the exciting moment..and the part that most impressed me is their GPS!!! their GPS are really awesome!!"WOW!!"
I wish to get that one...haha
I totally enjoy the movie from the top to tail...
"fast & furious" is the 4th... although I never see before the 1st...but I still can understand what the whole movie talking about...and a little bit regret for never see the 1st...
Besides..there are also some handsome guys in it (although Orlando Bloom is more handsome....hahaha)....good for my eyes....especially when they were racing...wa~~~cool!! 帅！！酷！

Black Parade.....

2009-03-31T15:24:00.002+08:00

The 'Black Parade' refers to my grandfather funeral...
sadly to say that my grandfather has just pass away on last Saturday, 1.00 pm. On that day morning, I even need to went to school to sit for my eng mid-term exam. After my test, my mother only called me to rush back home to pack my belongings because my grandfather has been sent back to hometown- Johor... and my mum says that he is going to went off.....
Yet is too late, when I reach my grandfather home, he has already passed away, those people started to put up the camp, they help him to change cloth and put a pearl into his mouth..... I can't describe my feeling......but I feel sorry because I didn't even have a chance to say good bye....
the funeral has hold for 3 days, and I been busy for 3 days.....this were suffering...besides that, there were also a 'sifu' that help to 'guide' my grandfather soul~~he ask us to stand..we stand..ask us to kneel down..we also must follow...haiz....my knees now..are pain...[>.<]....
yesterday is my Grandfather 出殡的日子。。。。very bad mood..very very bad....and yesterday I cried...because this will be my last time to see his face and call him: 公公~~ very sad, not just me...my cousin all cry..my aunty and uncle too! espeacially my Grandmother...she cried non-stop yesterday...and you can see..the sowllen part aound her eyes....before that, my grandfather is the center for hers life...now, he is gone..I were just wondering how will be her life?? I'm now worry about her...will she alright? will she went back to her normal life? seeing her having a thin and pale face, let me feel more worry for her.....hope that she could take good care of herself... just like she promised my Grandfather before my Grandfather went away....
This few days..I deeply think about grandfather...I miss him....many things haven't told him yet... haven't really share my life, my sucess with him...he had gone...and won't come back anymore... yesterday..stand infront the coffin...I hardly to speak out a word from my mouth, my tears fall out, uncontrolled. The last word I say to him was "grandpa...bye..." , but there is no response from him...no response......he just sleep quietly in the coffin....no response..no expression.... 安息吧~公公。。。。

Yeah! Finished all My Presentation Already!!!!HOORAY!!!!

2009-03-25T19:52:00.003+08:00

At last, I and my group have safely went through this hell week! We did not need to wear formal attire next week~~~ha~~ I feel more relax now~~
Today, my group having a debate for computer studies, our group are the pros for GPS (Global Position System)...Our group having a superiority for this debate session, because GPS have more advantage compare to disadvantage. Many website also show and prove that GPS brings more benefits to human. Yet, win and lose are not important in this debate session, the information that we found and get are more important, it will show that did we do our homework before that? Did we learn something through this assignment? did we really put effort in this debate? well, no matter what the marks is, I had try my best! but, I am not that happy...because my computer studies mid-year test paper has return back....and...and...I just got 49/100 for it~~~[T____T]!!
(cry~~~~) my computer studies marks makes me moody today!*haiz..*
besides that, there are 2 of my friends celebrate their birthday today! which one is Siew Li, another is Herman!!! for Siew Li, I had already celebrated her birthday last Saturday, I also send greeting message to her today!![*^__^*]
for Herman, we (include me, San, ho, lay ching, jia wern, nyen, vincent, ji yang and kar chun) decide to give him a surprise~~we almost fail to give him surprise. the story begins where one day jia wern say she want to give a surprise to Herman... so we came out with Plan A- we pretend to be very busy and forget bout his b'day, we will not say: happy b'day! except someone says that: herman! happy b'day!, or he tell us by himselve. In other hand, we will book a whole cake at Secret Recipe then he will brought him there and celebrate with him! but we found that this Plan did not work out...
1) too many ppl say happy b'day to him (we want to see his upset look).
2) ah san lo...she say something let me feel sweating, which are: "how we going to do about that cake?" .Oh man! she talk this infront of him~~almost fail~~...
but afterthat he said he can guess it, because he feel that we are a bit awkward today...ha~ we are neither a good actor nor good actress...
No matter what is it, I would like to say:

Happy b'day
to
Siew Li & Herman!!!
wish all the best!
smile always

TIRED~~[@.@]

2009-03-24T17:40:00.006+08:00

from last week onwards, I was busying my assignment, after I hand up my assignment...is still not a time for rest, because I will continue busying in my presentation for this week.....
gosh~ I feel that I'm going to stress die...[x_x]....
[sigh]......last week, I even slept at 3.00am to complete my assignment......I'm sure on that day..I was just look like Panda!!! I were exhausted that week!!! but..this 'lovely' feeling continue until this week....touchering...
while, for this week I need to present for my talk show (public speaking) and also debate (computer studies)....well, well, well...so far, I had already safely present my talk show with my group members. Aligato~ and 辛苦了~.....
MAGIC-is the title for my talk show today. we talk about history of magic, types of magic...bla*bla*bla*..... we use 15 - 20 min to present our talk show.....2 host + 3 magician guest= talk show....hahaha.....
In this talk show I play a character as a 8 years experience magician....and I need to show little magic tricks to audience...this really bad~~~I learned those magic tricks on the spot...[hui~] thanks to HERMAN become my sifu today..haha... luckily got him--part time magician, I only can performed quite 'presentable' magic...haha...
My performance are hide a card to someone bag....so I use 2 card and pakat with another girl[nyen]~~she will show the 'unbelievable' expression on her face when she found out the card is in her bag~~haha, very funny!! I should keep card-A in my behind pocket, and ask the 'audience' to look for the 'missing' card, yet the card-A drop down when I bought it behind me<<(cuz I did not hold nicely...).Luckily, my group member help me to cover up my mistakes~~[swap my sweat on the spot...] ....
Some of those magic are not true magic, because we pakat with friends in our class...that's why~~ is quite anxious when my turn to performed. I can feel that my hand are shaking....scared~~
the marks we got are 40/50!!!high marks!!!I satisfy with it.....

a Story Ends, is a Beginning of Another....

2009-03-14T10:46:00.004+08:00

I have been some time never write any post in my blog...I left here to collect spider web[^_^]"..

During this time..something had happened, it make me feel surprised,exited, and full of joy...
it also make almost gone crazy~~because it's too unbelievable!!! I even can't believe, I kept asking myself: is this all true??, on that moment....really hard to explain..what feeling I have...

Today at here..my blog..I would like to share my joy with all of you, all my friends.
Thu ( 12-3-2009), a moment that will change my future life (I think...).
At this day, SPM result came out and I am one of the 2008 SPM candidates.....
I woke up at 10am..and went to my secondary school.....yet, the result needed to wait until 12.30pm...(arghh~)

I felt that something miracle happened!!!I got 10 A's for my SPM result!!! 10 A's!!! 5 (1A) and 5 (2A)!!! ...

BM-2A
BI-2A ( for 1119-4B)
MORAL-2A
SEJ-1A
MATH-1A
ADD. MATH-1A
PHYSIC-1A
ACCOUNT-1A
CHEM-2A
BC-2A <<< [unbelievable!!]
EST-4B......

I were very exited on the spot..
I received a lot of congrats over there...a lot of hugs from all my friend~~
At here, I want to say again:
"THANKS for your hugs and congrats!!!! I really appreciate it!!"

I really happy and feel grateful on what I got for my result!!It's a miracle!! I didn't even expect that!! no matter the hug is from my secondary friends or university mates...I really really very grateful the congrats from you all!!! THANKS!!!
besides joyful getting 10A's, I would also reward RM 1000 from my grandfather!![$__$] hahaha~~

for those my friends that got the result but they not satisfy with it..I would like to say SPM is just a started for our future life..for university and career...for me, let me feel that getting 10A's really is a bonus for me...is not an insult..is true..if today i didn't get 10A's for it.. I will also know that I had try my best!

它只是我们人生中的一个旅程碑。。。。我们的路还很长，很遥远。。。未来的事，谁都无法预测。。。我们只能勇敢地面对！

Yet, a story ends, is a beginning of another story......I'm now were busying in preparing my interview for scholarship...wish all the best to my friends...and wish all good lucks!!

ah >.<~~my test

2009-03-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

today I sit for my economic and computer studies test......
before that, in computer studies(cs) lecture class I experienced a suffering process....[cry~~]
because our 'lovely' and 'kind' lecturer will give us Quiz and we have to answer..does who can't answer her question...will stand on the floor, if cannot answer again stand on the chair..cannot answer again...stand..on the table~~~
for those whose stand on table if they can answer a question then stand back to the chair....what on earth is that?! but s luckily that our 'kind' lecturer did not ask me to answer the question~
hoho..safe...yet during that lecture class our lecturer found out that someone helps another to sign attendance list..she very angry and ask one of us to admit it if ones really do. but at last, no one admit it and lecture say she will deduct 5 marks from our mid-term exam. Not only for TC1(my class), other class such as TB1, TB2 and TA3 also 'kena'...haiz.... bad day...
after that, our class have a discussion to find who is the Black sheep! and I was one of the suspect. Sweat~~[-.-]||| and this story ends with that people that absent explain to lecturer and see lecturer accept or not.

then we have 1 hrs break~then 2hrs General mathematics (lecture) and economics ppr start from 2.30-3.30pm ....the question is hard! I had skipped a numerous of questions...but, luckily I know most of the answer for Economics.

for Computer studies..really killed me!! I was blank when answering the short answer question~~ although it say is short answer, yet I feel the answer is long and it marks very high (18,12 and 6)...cry...I write 'story' in answering those questions....I create it on my own...
I still wondering whether can I pass to degree or not??ha~

today..someone just woke up my memory~~

2009-02-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

today, should be a busy day for me to finish my assignment[@.@]~~
did things in eleven hours is my habit (or you can say is 'tradition'..XD) for me...

Yet.....unexpected...on today public speaking lecture class, someone went out and gave his 5-min speech about "The past makes what I am today". After finish listening his story, I found that he woke up my memories that I had kept in my mind for several years......

he started with his speech say that, in his life there where two incident which change him a person who he is, today. One incident where he staled his family member's money and another where he lies to his family about his result.

Where this 2 incident, I had also been through before....the different is mine chronological is different with him. Me as a stiller is happened where I am 8-9 years old, I still remember what happened when my mom and dad found out. Those memories are still fresh in my mind...I'm no lucky as him, his father were so kind at him, while my dad took 'rotan' and chase me in the house. my dad choose a harsh way to stop me, yet I am grateful on what he did... but I can say that I don't like the method he use.

where lies my result to family happened on me when I were 10-11 years old.....I remember how my mom and dad feel disappointed on me....it was a bad experience...I even wrote this experience as a 'Cerpen' during tuition~~where teacher ask us to write a cerpen with a title "pisang tidak akan berbuah dua kali".....just suit my experience~~and got a quite high marks...haha~

This two incident may looks common, yet..when it happened it really bring you a harsh time to overcomes it....although he had finished his speech..but on that time I am still inside my own memory~~

My memory woke up today~~

11 hours of suffering~~

2009-02-22T11:49:00.015+08:00

Did you guys shopping in a shopping complex for 11 hours before??
I think most of the answers will be no;but for me..yes!! And I just tried it yesterday in the 1-utama shopping complex...how a 'good' experience is it!!
It is really a 'unforgettable' day for me!! Is so suffering~~

Yesterday, I went to 1-utama shopping complex is because sooi kee (my husband~~), mei yee, jia bao and also yi ying wanted to celebrate the belated b'day for our 2 birthday girls- puei san and sue hui !! Therefore, I decided to go with them because I have long time never meet them after SPM. I feel it's more like a gahthering than b'day party ......

We reach 1-utama at 10.30 am morning,yesterday.... We decided to have our breakfast at the "Honeymoon" restaurant just near by the cold storage at 1-utama...it is a restaurant that sells 糖水 and 甜品, library decorates is the special of the restaurants, it walls been covered by wallpapers that have the pattern of book racks with plenty of books,the main purpose is to let customer feel like eating in library.
I ordered a kiwi sago （奇异果西米露）and I thought it will be the same as KTS （记得食）. Obviously, it is totally different from what I am thinking. It comes with a square bowls that full of small sago with some kiwi fruits slices inside and a small jar of condense milk. I thought that the kiwi sago will be delicious with the mix of condense milk, so I mix it all with mine kiwi sago. As a result, kiwi sago+condense milk=.... I don't like the smell of milk+kiwi...yet I still forced myself to eat it...suffering no.1!

this is mango puding（芒果布丁）, san punya!!

this is mango sago（芒果西米露）,sooi kee's one! she has 2 jars, 1 is condense milk, another is mango juice>.<

so..this is mine kiwi sago（奇异果西米露）, only has 1 jar...which is the condense milk...

the jar that use to fill condense milk. It is small and cute~~

2 b'day girls in the middle!!

the pic of me and my hubby~~

After that, we went for a windows shopping..but I have no mood for windows shopping because...my shoes 'bite' me!!! and my both legs baby toe got BLISTER!!! OUCH!! It hurts me!!! Although I stick with a plaster,yet my legs still feel pain,it did not help me anyway....this is suffering no.2!!

After that, we have lunch at Sushi Zenmai's restaurant~~wakaka!!my lovely Japanese foods~
I ordered a cold soba with chicken Katsu and 1 hot ocha!!yum yum!!

soba!soba~~>.<

when it is 6.00 pm, everyone went home....I wanted too...yet I can't because...when I called my dad come and fetch me...unexpectedly....
my dad says:"Oh~you are in 1U?good!you stay there until 7.00 pm bah~we will went there to have our dinner!!"
me:"wat?! dinner?remember to bring another shoes for me!"
Dad:"ok!"
At the same time, in my heart I whispering : great! I have my breakfast, lunch and dinner in 1U...so at that 2 hours, I went to Popular books store and read novel that they supply. finally, my family came, but did not bring another shoes for me~~so they went to buy slippers for me! We have a pizza for dinner that night! but...this is not the most suffering part. The suffering part is Danson Tang（唐禹哲） went to 1U yesterday and..and...I didn't even met him， although I'm in 1U for whole day!

this is Danson Tang!!!帅哥~~

My HEART BROKE!!

Happy Birthday to you~~san

2009-02-20T20:53:00.004+08:00

今天是我家佩珊的生日~~ happy leh~~我们一大班人帮她庆祝生日哦！！

我们班今天真的好热闹哦！本来呢~是要给姗姗一个惊喜的~~唉~~还好啦！姗姗只是知道我们会买蛋糕给她啦！之后，她就什么也不知道~~我们故意拖延时间~~让姗姗没有踏出那间教室。。哈~成功！！ yeah!!
呵呵呵~姗姗今天好开心~~她说以前都是在新年前或新年后呢~每个人都在假期。。没得庆祝。。。
今年不一样啦！全班人帮她庆祝也！今天晚上她一定睡觉都会笑醒！哈~....

看她笑到~~~

切蛋糕咯~~

我们一起拍的照片！！好像拍全家福哦！！>.<

她所收到的礼物包括泰迪熊、one big box of Ferraro Rochell ~~~啊~~ 。。。。
不过呢~在这。。我也要祝福她：

平平安安
快快乐乐
顺顺利利
健健康康

哈~~还有不要忘记我这损友~~哈~

唉~~~日子真难过。。。

2009-02-13T14:28:00.000+08:00

今天我要讲的是关于昨天所发生的事，昨天我回到家的时候。。。我妈妈第一句话就跟我说：“你知道吗？公公昏迷了！”我听到后，心想：不要啦！在这时候~~。。我现在在学校很忙，又要考试了！我又要学车哦！如果他有什么三长两短。。。我就要再安排我的时间表了！

幸亏，到后来婆婆跟我们说公公醒过来。。。我才放下心头大石。。然后我妈妈跟我们说公公又用过的杯杯碗碗，还有他躺过的床一律不能碰！而且还得消毒！因为公公从原本的血癌，蔓延至皮肤癌~~~公公好痛苦啊！！[*0*]

其实，死并不恐怖，过程才是最恐怖，最难挨~~尤其是血癌！！很痛苦！！！而最近我们又想搞喜事，冲喜冲喜一下。。。所以我的堂哥就快有喜事啦！我真在等他的红炸弹过来！！！我未来堂嫂很美一下，人又瘦瘦的，皮肤白白的！哈哈哈~有眼光！[-_-]~+

驾车很恐怖~~~[T.T]

2009-02-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

唔唔唔~~我昨天第一次学驾车。。。我。。。我。。。我。。。。超想撞墙的~~

我一直死火~~clutch又每次都弄到我半路死火。。。我自认很小心，很慢的放掉clutch...可是，可是。。。它还是死火。。。都不知道。。。我那班用manual车的朋友。。。怎样控制好那clutch？

我昨天在公路上，不敢驾快车。。。怕怕~灵魂都快出鞘了！
还有，还有。。。我驾车的时候，脑袋一片空白~ 那老师在旁边讲说么。。。我都没有听也~~ 呵呵呵~~。。。

惨的不是这些。。。而是我差一点。。就被车撞。。。
紧张~紧张~我一直飚冷汗
我在想如果我的Instructor没有帮我的话，我应该死悄悄了！

昨天对我来说。。好大的打击哦~~

希望下一次，我可以在更好！

Presentation day...

2009-02-04T18:09:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈~很不可思议吧！今天是我的 presentation day...令我.....
我的 topic 是—my grandfather! 我需要讲5分钟的speech...对我来说真得很长也~
惨的事，我那些presentation的power point 和 outline 都是用2天时间才做完。
我。。。。又在抱佛脚了！！！

今天我很早就去学校了！结果看到我另外3位同学。。其中1位很卖力的搞笑。。。他本来是要背他的speech的，但他就是没有静下来过~~或许他在掩饰他的紧张吧！那时候真得很好笑。。。那位搞笑的同学是讲关于甜甜圈的！dounuts~~BIG APPLE!! J.CO!!

而我呢~要出去讲的时候好紧张哦！就快晕了！
深呼吸~1，2，3。。吸气~呼气~
然后就开始讲了！我发现到我的脚抖得很够力leh~
抖，抖，抖，抖，抖~我的脚在抖~
然后，鼓起勇气！把它说完~
值得庆幸的是我的presentation 被 lecture 说不错哦！she say I'm briliant...哈哈哈~

而且，还有一位同学时present a topic about hamster 哦！他也带了他自己的仓鼠来也！好可爱~

kawai ne~
特别的是他把仓鼠放进像 Bolt 电影一样的滚球。。。啊！！！！
那仓鼠白白胖胖，像一团毛球走来走去。。。。。超可爱的！[>.<]''

还有，还有。。。有1位同学。。。他是JI YANG 啦！他今天待吉他来哦！也谈了好几首歌~
浪漫哦~~如果，他不看歌谱。。跟帅！！！哈~

黑店。。。。今天我真得很哀~~~

2009-01-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

今天我真得很哀~~~全部巴士跟我们擦肩而过~~~唉~~~不但如此，我复印的课本，从3本RM 50 变成1 本RM 50! walau！钱包大出血。。。5555~~~~
我。。我。。。既然听错！！！我现在很想去跳楼~~~~（欲哭无泪~~）(T.T)~~~
血本无归。。。。。(T.T)~~~唉~~~新年前夕，这样跟我玩~~~
老天爷！你怎么可以这样子~~~我应该要吃猪脚mee sua, 去去霉运~~
今天最惨，莫过于我的课本！我跟那老板说：“封面不用印~”。。。结果，她竟然。。。竟然。。。跟我复印那封面~~~还跟我算钱！真是的！那本书是我的也！我又没叫她印，她干嘛跟吗跟我印啊！她现在是在A我的钱吗？真是的！黑店！以后再也不去那家店！不要再去！杯葛它！！她现在是在给我哭吗？我真得很想哭~~~不过，没办法了。。。都已经印了。。。
关于巴士呢~~是这样的。。。
我学校的巴士[UTAR BUS]分成两种。。。一个是XX50 and XX51.我和另外3位朋友应该坐XX50的巴士。。。来的却是 XX51。那时候，我们都不知道。。。XX50抛苗了！所以当那位坐在XX51的朋友打电话来跟我们说：“我们这巴士有去ASIA JAYA LRT STATION 也！” 我们当场就说 ,"oh shit!"....才发现到原来另外一辆巴士。。坏了！我们就决定坐RAPID KL ! 走到外面时，巴士就在这时候跟我们擦肩而过~~~~~我们又走回学校。。。等多1小时，学校巴士才来。。。
我们在那里玩BINGO...呵呵呵~~~就这样。。。我7.00pm才回到家。。。。。一天又过了。。。

For this New Year, I hope I will have more Time...

2009-01-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

haiz.....I'm now running out of time..i juz wish that i will have enough time to manage my study and my driving class~~~~I don't know how to do...I ned to have my driving test before march, or not....I need to pay...money to renew my liscen. haiz...

Now, the problem is i have a class lately on 9am..earliest is 8am...so I think to take it after class...however, most of my class end at 3.00pm. Only WED is 2.00 pm
and FRI is 12.00pm.

Unfortunetly, I will have replacement class for those day, cause holidays for chinese new year~~~ haiz... it means that I probaly will have no time except I ponteng class(T_T)...... ponteng class?? good idea huh?haiz...wish tat i have more timessssss~~~~~~

my first time.....

2009-01-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

hahaha, the title sounds so wrongly, but it's true! Today was my first time to watch horror movie in cinema....the scene was so "Ew~~~~", it make me feel omitting and with those sound effect, I almost having heart attack!!!!
The story started when my "beloved" and "cute" classmates wanted to watch movie....
but we can't make up our mind, which movie we want to watch.... someone say: "how bout watch this horror movie,satisfied?"
"what the hell!" this word 'pop' out from my head...."I don't want!!!!!" but, this word only speak secretly in my own heart...(crying....).., that time really hope that someone says "no! I don't want to see!"...
but, obviously there no "someone" or "anyone" say so.Things that I can do on the spot is follow the flow~~~~ While, at the same time, I also think that watch such a movie in cinema quite fresh and excitied to me, it will be a unforgettable expereince for me!

my ticket

poster

Our group are quite large, I think ...we have a total amout of 14 people, and it cost RM98 for 14 students tickets...hehehe(almost RM 100)[$.$] ... We took 1 whole row and sitted in a straight line.
The advertisment before the movie starts....is all the trailers for coming soon ghost movie! This really make me feel scary and sick!

They Wait

(took from wikipedia)

a 2007 Canadian horror-thriller film inspired by true events. It stars Jaime King as a mother attempting to find the truth and save her son, Regan Oey, when threatened by spirits during the Chinese tradition of Ghost Month. The other leading star is Chinese Canadian actor Terry Chen, who plays her husband. The film was featured at the 2007 Toronto Film Festival.

After finish watching this movie, my heart pounding quickly and the last sceen makes me feel sick! skeleton..with bloods and covering lefting meats [-.-|||] (ew~)
this let me feel omitting....but when I at home...I felt that this nothing bad and it's a new experiences for me! A nice try!

At here, I also want to say SORRY to my classmates if I say or do something that hurts you,very sorry,cause today I was 'abit' not in the situation,cause of late sleep last night..and
Also thanks my friends(lay ching) that who teman me during watching movie, let me lay on your shoulders...thanks alot!

Heart, Mind & Soul

Change!

Happy Holidays!!!!!

Rapunzel

Christmas Present

"Zhang-Zzan!!"

It's November....

MC Mong ft. Mellow - Sick Enough To Die

2AM coming back

Respect Please！

Possibility

3rd sem.... HELL?

相爱的两人

God hear my pray~~~

Blog update~

Apolagize notes

Bizzy~~~ opps..Busy...

Coincident? Blue March 28th

Strees Out!!!!

BALANCE?

KL holiday, Mine holiday

Likes~~

First day to Utar setapak campus.....

Wahhhh~~!!!

Unexpected Invitation

BREAK =D

Home alone2

哑巴吃黄连。。。

Let see... What should I write?? =D

Shut Up!!!!

Tired..Headache

Simple Life

o_O??

Scheming...

STOP!!!!!

Screw up my Mood

My Feelings Today..

Good Morning^^

A long abundant again^^

SAW.....

Shopping~wakaka..XD

Relief...

Die Die Tired~~~

Blur.......

Day Before Monday..

A Whole Day Out Again...for 18/07/09

Long time No Write.....

Days Without Parents, 04/06/09

记忆随风飘去~~

A Star glow off...

All must Healthy..Healthy ah!!!

Gloomy Day for Father's day...

"Earth Quake" in Malaysia!!!!

Thursday, 18/06/09

hnm....Lazy~~~

HUI~~VERY COLD!!! XD

miss you~~

May 26----UTAR Orientation Day........A nightmare....

GHOST?!?SOUL??....GRANDPA??!!!??

At night....Where The Museum Came To Live...

The Road Not Taken....

Spider Web~~ [^__^]"

Hope there's Miracle

Days in hometown-- bukit gambir....

WHAT?! AGAIN?!

Vroom~~~VromMM~~

Black Parade.....

Yeah! Finished all My Presentation Already!!!!HOORAY!!!!

TIRED~~[@.@]

a Story Ends, is a Beginning of Another....

ah >.<~~my test

today..someone just woke up my memory~~

11 hours of suffering~~

Happy Birthday to you~~san

唉~~~日子真难过。。。

驾车很恐怖~~~[T.T]

Presentation day...

黑店。。。。今天我真得很哀~~~

For this New Year, I hope I will have more Time...

my first time.....

Vroom~VromMM